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Well, trying to tell Bryan that I am awaiting my initiation into the New Wives Club, and where is my instruction, I accidentally (freudentally) said "where's my indoctrination?"

That was yesterday, which started out as not a good day (or, rather, it started okay, went downhill [waaaay downhill {like, our first semi-fight of our marriage downhill}]) but ended with flowers and a date with my husband. He is so good and so worn thin by this experience, I'm amazed I can even see him. Yesterday was bad because his mom is so mean to him and so ungrateful for him, the audacity of which attitude ASTOUNDS me. He single-handedly saved the business, and consequently her ass, and she does nothing but peck at him like a vicious little bird....defeating him with a million little wounds that each bleed out his spirit bit by bit.

There, that's not much about me, but I'm not prepared to write about me yet, I still don't know who I am anymore. The mix of time/tense in that concept is confusing, but it's exactly right. Now, still, after a month, I don't know who I am as opposed to who I was for the past 36+ years. Odd feeling.

I guess this is my new "blog" or "journal" and that may be part of finding out who I am now.